and i was thirsty….and you gave me something to drink – Jesus
may we learn…
a new kind of terrorism
terrorism is that which is an attentive over-saturation of a subject or idea. it is not the commitment to an idea. take for an example, a suicide bomber who erupts onto the scene with a block of C4 strapped to their chest. They don’t want to die, but because of their over-saturation to an idea they must die. this is very different from the traditional concept in the word commitment.
commitment tends to be driven by desire.
a desire either for some type of change or for some type of progress to occur. television is a form of terrorism. because it assumes its place is to provide its audience with an over-attentive over-saturation of mediated facts. it does nothing to enforce justice,relieve poverty, or preserve life.
it is the highest form of terrorism because it commits itself to nothing. it promises only unmediated events yet is mediated by the television, by the act of teleprompting. by some big other. most terrorism is filtered through some sort of perverse other.
take for instance, in the life of one of jesus’ disciples, his name was peter. rome was a natural terrorist, they attempted to control the world – reality is everyone knew it. their terrorism was visceral. any person, object or moment that attempt to destroy another person for their own self-gain is a natural terrorist. one who is led by nothing more/less than simple blood lust.
in a moment of sheer self-committed weakness peter becomes over-saturated by his own self-preservation and fear. his attentiveness to it is what drives his acts and words from that point forward. although his intent might be pure, his actions dictate the ‘other’ that he serves in that moment. for all intense purposes he is one of the terrorists who sent jesus to the cross.
now, this isn’t to demonise peters’ denial of christ, but the reality is that peter is a microcosm of what has happened to the world today. the cliche we have become accustomed to hearing is that bad things happen when good men do nothing. but i think there is a fatal flaw in this thinking.
because it assumes that the bad thing wouldn’t have occurred if the good man did something. even when good men do something, bad things still happen. like in the movie gran torino, the curmudgeonly protagonist played by clint eastwood ends up dying for the neighbours he loves to hate to imprison a set of gang members who antagonised their own family members who he became friends with.
but throughout the movie he encounters other gang members. what the movie does not deal with is the reality that his death was ultimately in vain because it did not deal with all of the gangs. the system in place. however altruistic/salvific (he dies with he arms outstretched, like Christ) his death did not deal with the systemic issue of gang violence.
it simply was a form of vengeance in reverse. true violence occurs when we allow those systems that oppress, marginalize, kill, devalue and destroy any human.
when we repress our innate responsibility not to just act but to dismantle those systems in place that dissolve the human spirit, we do nothing less, in that moment then join in the terrorism that ends the very life we ourselves stand for.
in its most simplest form, terrorism is when we allow systems to overrun how we interpret one another, our value, ethics & desire.
theorist Jean Baudrillard thought that images were evil. that over time the image would become so over-saturated (overused) that it would lose its meaning. and that the image itself would take the place of the object along with the meaning. so, even the meaning of the object would be replaced by whatever took its place. and that over the course of the process the ‘real’ thing would cease to exist in this thing we call reality. and we would worship the image over the pure (untouched object). this has also happened with god. god has been removed from churches, theology and everything in between. the object we are meant to relate to has become the very idol we ourselves choose to interpret and understand. this is why there has been a historical fe
we are all psychotics!
for centuries reality has been filtered through structure. communities seem like they eventually gather around some sort of institutionalization. i have been in many conversations with many people who believe that over time an idea will eventually be transformed into some sort of structural form of its latter self. some think there is no way beyond this, that we always going to be eventually crave structures. and why not? i have traveled to many places overseas and one similarity i see, no matter how poor the country, is the dispensation toward the creation of skyscrapers.
that somehow someone somewhere made the universal rule that to be successful (or to be deemed successful) you have to have a sky scraper. but what about the unknown. or the unknown unknowns. those things that we don’t know about, and that they themselves (the unknowns) arent aware of? we only know what we know. or maybe better said, we only know what we think we are capable of knowing.
psychoanalyst jacques lacan defines psychosis as: “when the Name-of-the-Father is foreclosed for a particular subject, it leaves a hole in the symbolic order which can never be filled; the subject can then be said to have a psychotic structure, even if he shows none of the classical signs of psychosis.”
whenever there is a hole, there is tendency or assumption that it must be filled. psychosis isn’t simply the recognition of the hole, but it is the act/attempt to fill it with something else. so rather then dealing with lack or absence it is the denial of its presence altogether.
this is the same i think with our understanding of history and how we define the world. in one place, jesus prays that we not be of this world. for me this isn’t a nod to some sort of transcendental reality beyond us, but rather it is a nod toward the reality that the current reality isn’t all of reality. that the potential of reality or the world has yet to be fully realized. that history itself does not have to dictate to us what might happen in the future.
for most, history tells us that everything will eventually end in some sort of structured form. but maybe it is because we don’t know our future, which is an absence; we only rely on how we define history now. but what if could progress beyond our own psychosis? which in the end means allow the absence to be what it is, an absence. rather than attempt to fill the future with our assumptions, we allow the absence to remain. to look to the future still relies on the past that we are currently a part of. but what if we could look beyond on our own history rather than deifying moments or people in them? what if in the attempt to look to history we have gotten ourselves into a rut to repeat it, but that is what we were meant to do? that we were meant for more? in truth, the future is still unwritten. it doesn’t have to mirror the past. to be beyond this world means we need to be willing to ask what the world could look like without structures. without what we see before us.
if we don’t do this, if remain in a cyclical pattern of trying to cover up the absence rather than allow it to remain than all we do is agree that our psychosis has the last word.
already
maybe jesus shows us how we already are christ, sons and daughters of god, sons of man, how we already are saved, forgiven, free, divine and whole – and that we just have to relearn what that looks like. maybe that’s what the fall was about. forgetting that all those things are now true rather than being one day true.
dissolving chaos.
In every whirlwind hides a potential for form, just as in chaos there is a potential cosmos. Let me possess an infinite number of unrealized, potential forms! Let everything vibrate in me with the universal anxiety of the beginning, just awakening from nothingness!
inconsistency, uncohesion, confusion, chaos these are all necessary in the world. all of these things allow space for creation to happen. war*, pain, abuse, hatred, injustice, darkness, sin, death are all necessary so the opportunity of creation can exist. if we lived in paradise we would never have the opportunity to create.
without chaos we couldn’t live out our god-embedded responsibility to create.
it’s because of our need to be in control that we have become demi-gods of structure. it’s because of our need to make sense of inconsistency that we have become kings and gods of a world we do not own. its because of our fear of the other that we need structures, labels, and names that categorize those who don’t fit into social structures. these labels make us feel more powerful than we really are, and more powerful than we really should be.
when we become disciples of chaosmos (chaosmos: where structures form and dissolve) we begin to see that killing our neighbour isn’t just metaphorically killing a piece of ourselves, it is ontologically destroying a deep part of our humanity. we become less human when we deny that we are not connected or don’t have a symbiotic connection to the child who has just needlessly shot thousands of miles away.
because of our fences, our labels, our need to control our world, we word-by-word, label-by-label dissolve the world around us. in the hope of healing the world, through our labels, we have a hand in dissolving it.
we have a hand in making something complicated rather than the opposite.
we need more dissolution between another, so we can people who see the divine spark in all people which can empower us to do something about inustice, death, war, pain, abuse and all the other atrocious acts that are bortn out of someone’s need to control their world. think about that, most of the globally tragic things (not all) tend to stem from our need to be kings of our domain.
dominionism needs to be dissolved. olympus must fall. kingdom of god rhetoric must find become unspekable. the more language we have that empowers us to be the very things we are against, the more become the tyrrants we despise so much. the more we go beyond labels and see each other as God has made us, the world slowly becomes a better and better place to be.
when we remove the need for structures or systems, we have a world at ease. this doesn’t mean we don’t need them, it means we don’t look to them to lead us. this doesn’t mean that without these things our world would fall apart. what we have to understand is that god who holds all the chaos together, calls that creation. he is suspending the chaos in the middle of the universal expanse and while we are suspended he calls that ‘good’. our beliefs, our bible, truths, philosophies, inventions, sciences and religions need to be held in suspension (rather than solid deities) held in the tension between valuable and invaluable are where our worlds should lie.
when we try to ground the things we think we need, we then bring those things from suspension (‘creation’) back into chaos, and when we do this, than we become the one’s who think we are capable of being god enough to re-suspend them. we need to learn to live in chaos so that god sustains his divinity. having said that, he invites us all to creat with him. its a partnership that begins in the dissolution of our belief systems. if god is a universal being than he is both inside and outside of our worldviews; so, we must be willing to go inside and outside of our own beliefs to find him.
think about this on all levels, in all subjects.
if we began to see that our role isn’t about invading other contexts, but first dissolving our contexts to see that contexts are really a context. that peace isnt pluralized. that hope isn’t hopes. that love isn’t loves, but love. that we all seek love to steer the shipp. that love can really change everything. when we see this, we can begin creating in the midst of chaos.
* i am in no way endorsing any of these atrocious events or behaviours
the rabbi who teaches about hate.
In Jewish history and tradition, the family is considered to be the most important institution for shaping ethnic and religious identity and transmitting Judaism’s basic norms and values.! Indeed, the family and the synagogue are the only two institutions referred to in traditional Jewish literature as mikdash me ‘at, or “sanctuary in miniature,” sharing the responsibility for handing down both Jewish law and Jewish values. The family has been the setting, if not the focal point, for much of Jewish religious tradition. And, in the view of many present-day observers, it is the institution primarily responsible for Jewish continuity.
the father in the first-century jewish world was the go-to person. he was the hierarchy within the family system, the person in charge, and also the person to blame if any of his children got out of hand. his role was to keep order in his family. his role was one of the most important in the jewish community. it was a role of status. and jesus says to hate him – well, not him but the role, what he stands for. he essentially tells those who want to be just like him to violently divorce themselves from a need for hierarchy. hierarchy is also how rome ran their country. even other tribes during that period had hierarchies. had roles and status. he was challenging the cultural structures. he was pushing the boundaries of the status quo into this deep non-existence. a family gives you status. gives you a name and even influence.
jesus is saying to give it up.
become nameless.
become a person who isn’t driven by success or by what gives you status. in fact it he says to hate it. if you hate something you distance yourself from it. you don’t associate yourself with it or anything that is related to it. that is the metaphor of hating your father, mother, daughter and etc. hate anything that is associated with status. become status-less. jesus is attempting to restore a spirit of nonduality. he is being counter-culturally counter-cultural. he is also denigrating familial convention.
to hear a rabbi tell you that you must hate your family wouldn’t have been a nice thing to hear, and like some of us, some of the hearers might have also heard this literally. so, this wouldn’t have set well on the tastebuds. these were sour words. they would have stung. the father was the central figure to holding tradition together. jesus invites us to ‘hate’ them. jesus is saying that to be people who can be enlightened like him, we have to be willing to disassociate ourselves with tradition, dissassociating ourselves from structure, distance ourselves from the culture that gave us a name.
jesus is also saying we must become genderless. that there are no male or female roles, there just is. we are what we are because of the person next to us, not because of anything we’ve done. we are what we are not because of status but because of who we are. nothing else gives us status other than us being us.
in a culture, where everything was inherited (even sin in some circles) jesus is inviting each person to see themselves as one yet unique. as a free person who has a right to be different; in that culture, it was expected that you would become what the father wanted you to be. jesus is inviting all to pave their own way. to strip themselves of conventional identity and see beyond the culture and see themselves as a person who has an identity to be discovered. part of this process is the willingness to be anarchic to our traditions, vices, and identity. we must become identityless to find ourselves. you might notice some dichotomies in this post. its because the role of father has dichotomy laced within its role. its paradox in its stringent form. the follower of jesus is one who is willing to find herself in the chaos of paradox. even to the point of intentionally immersing one’s identity into the eye of the storm that will strip the identity of identity. in the gap between identity and being nameless is the person you were meant to be waiting for you there. this process of divorce is is part of the journey of what it means to meet the rabbi witout a name.
the illegitimate christ.
‘Behold, a virgin shall be with child, and shall bring forth a son, and they shall call his name Emanuel, which being interpreted is, God with us’. (Matthew 1:18-23)
Bastard may refer to:
A child whose birth lacks legal legitimacy—that is, one born to a woman and a man who are not legally married to one another
according to the ancient palestinian culture, to have a child out of wedlock was a big no-no. It was a life or death situation. the inference of something like that happening in your community could really mar your status as someone to be taken seriously. by cultural standards, if Jesus was the Son of God in the ways the creeds express, than Jesus by ancient palestinian (& human) standards was a bastard. He was illegitimate. He was already an outsider while inside the womb. And, since he had come from another dimension, he was a foreigner. He was alien to the world he entered and estranged from the one he left.
In this framework, Jesus shows us what it looks like to leave behind our own worlds for another one. He shows us that we must become bastards to all the worlds we know. We must become illegitimate to all of the things that give us status, at the risk of entering into a world with no status or a worse status than before. he shows us what it looks like to embrace the foreigner within and live as a foreigner everywhere we walk.
even if Jesus wasn’t the Son of God in the traditional sense, his story still reverberates. In one place, he even talks about not having a place to lay his head, but also in that verse, he uses the phrase ‘son of man’ which would have not just been used by him, it would have been used by most people as a phrase that just means, ‘i, you, or anyone’. his ‘homeless’* state shows us that we must become homeless to our own ‘states’, to those things that give us importance, that ‘make’ us, that give us status, we must intentionally remain in exile from them. a painful process that must be recognized and participated in for it to have meaning.
the illegitimacy of christ’s birth (remember, Joseph was going to quietly divorce her for this) teaches us that there is a need for us to become illegitimate to the world before us. illegitimate to the worlds that form/ed us.
if the ‘conception’ of jesus is true, it shows us that we all must become bastards of our own world. because IF jesus came from heaven to earth to indwell in the stomach of an alien womb, than this informs us that we too must become bastards from our own creations.
we must be a perpetual stranger to our own ideas.
if you follow the cycle of the divine jesus than it might look like this. jesus came from heaven (one world), then he invaded the world (initially;practically) in the womb of teenage girl (two worlds) then 9 months later he invaded a new world, all the while, each time being estranged from the world before; then he entered into the world of death (three worlds) and divorced himself from the world before. than in resurrection (four worlds) became a new immigrant in a new body in his rebirth again re-introduced into the world.
as people who follow jesus we must be willing to be in the constant process of illegitimizing the worlds we come from, or at least estranging ourselves from the worlds we live in and create. or as jesus instructed nicodemus, ‘you must be born again’. to be born again means to divorce ourselves from what was before, and its moment-by-moment process that renews itself as we learn new things.
*(whether or not that is what he meant is under scrutiny)
undergoing betterment.
“to better” as a verb, meaning to undergo betterment”
If we don’t believe in freedom of expression for people we despise, we don’t believe in it at all.
Noam Chomsky
imagine this scene. a 5 year old decides to follow his curious inclination which leads him to the stove. he can see himself in the see-through glass and amused by his own reflection. this suspends his imagination for minutes on end. then he starts to look up, and his eyes meet this round silvery object, and all he can see is the object itself. he is too small to see the flame. or know what the big black nob does. his curiosity inspires him to grab a nearby chair that others use to sit on, but he has found another use, standing! he uses a nearby wall to help him get up onto the chair which he has so aptly placed in front of the stove. then he proceeds to reach for the silvery object. and then like a narrator’s voice in a god-like tone, the mother steps forward and shouts in slo-motion, “S-T-O-P!”
that child in that moment learned something. they learned that grabbing for the silvery object will get you in trouble. that is their first lesson in meta-ethics. that there are things (generally speaking) that are wrong to do. now, whether that child learns the first time around is another story. let’s say they do. then from that point forward their ethics are being formed. they are learning the difference between right and wrong, although they may not have the skills to express that yet. throughout their life during their childhood, children tend to get taught was is right, and what is wrong. in highschool this is more formed by the company one keeps.
if smoking is cool than in that context smoking is cool, although that child might know deep down their parents might not approve (or they might approve, depending upon the parents). their structure of ethics changes as time goes on. while they live at home they learn that there are acceptable and unacceptable behaviours. while they are school, they too learn what is acceptable and unacceptable depending on their context. as they become a permanent member of society, they too learn what are the meta-ethics that have been placed in society. (Yet, we say we’re free, but there are laws we are under, a conundrum). the tendency though with the language of right and wrong is that when we use this language we perpetuate a shame that comes with the unacceptable behaviour. so, if a person is taught that sex before marriage is wrong than when/if they have sex before matrimony they tend to not want to make the act public because of fear of rejection, no matter how ‘cool’ they might be seen by their peers (this isn’t always the case mind you).
what if there are words that we could use that wouldn’t be about judgement? (I am not saying we don’t need rights and wrongs, or that they don’t exist, but I want to shed light on the value of using different words instead). words that weren’t built around the idea that someone can only change if they feel some sort of shame. much like the character in Nathanial Hawthorne’s novel ‘The Scarlet Letter’.
if we spend our time chasing down others for certain behaviours, or stand outside of a building chanting against others, what we are essentially saying is that those people don’t deserve to be treated equally. that their behaviour has merited them shame. that their behaviour must be publicly announced and that they should be proverbially ‘burned at the stake!’ at the heart of pointing the finger is this need to justify the mob-mentality towards ethics. so, are there universal ethics that should be followed, sure. life is sacred. i think that’s a good one to start with, however one decides to perpetuate and protect one’s life and the life of another, it should be done. but what about universal meta-ethics for life? should those be adhered to? should we have a canon or list of do’s and dont’s?
some religious anthropologists state that religion was developed to ‘keep the peace’, to promote harmony. to invite a communal way of living. in this ever-shifting culture, that ethos is becoming that much harder to sustain. but should it be sustained? should it have even been introduced?
i do believe that there are life ethics that should be adhered to, like the one i shared above. i think that’s a good place to start because it includes a lot of our general behaviours and worldviews about what it means to protect and defend life. but i am sure there are more. but this post isnt about that. its about creating more substantial terminology that isn’t so emotionally degrading.
as you can see from above, the word ‘better’ in verb form means to ‘undergo betterment’, if you listen closely-its about
- potential
. its about growth. and its on the person themselves to undergo betterment. and to undergo something is an ongoing process. when we undergo some sort of therapy we are essentially saying that we are still in process. this is the same with the verb better. there is still hope and it resides in the gap between what is and what could be. that, for most, is the journey of life, that we are all undergoing betterment. but, when we choose the path of ‘right’ or ‘wrong’ we stop progress in its tracks. we make ethics into absolutism. we pre-judge a person based on a/a series of choices. we then become the determinants of what is the acceptable and unacceptable behaviours. we are also saying subconsciously that (1) we are better than them and (2) that they aren’t good enough.
Yet, Christianity is a faith that says we are more than good enough. (If we take the traditional story of Jesus as one who came to die on the cross for our sins*, than this is the direct truth that we are all worth it). In there has to be a middle road, one where moral absolutism doesn’t just tyrannically run free. And a place where moral relativity doesn’t destroy shop windows. Maybe we can find that morals can be absolutely relative or relatively absolute, moreso in terms of personal development. The language of right and wrong tends to have socially colonizing overtones. It also says that everyone is required to ‘toe the line’. That if someone breaks the mold, they have gone rogue or they disrespect everyone else. The Pharisees were moral absolutists. They even turned certain practices into morals (ex: Sabbath) and if you didn’t follow them the way they were written than all hell would break loose. Some might say they were following the Torah Law which God had spent time sharing with Moses, however, Jesus wasn’t always directly responding against the law, he was responding on their interpretations of the law that created exclusion. An important difference to notice.
Right and wrong don’t believe someone is capable of making better decisions. It says that their hands have to be held. Yet, Jesus says I have come to set you free. Moral absolutism doesn’t set people free, it cages them. It forces them to follow the cookie-cutter pattern to discovery. The language of better says that we believe in that person’s potential for them to discover that they are capable of being the best them, however that process of discover looks for them.
Better empowers people to be better.
It believes in humanity and its ability to get it ‘right’.
It believes in the potential of all humankind to live out as they are meant to be, it gives each person the opportunity to journey into the unknown aspects of discovering what it looks like to be a better person. Now, that is good.
*I personally don’t agree to the orthodox interpretation of Jesus’ death. I think he was dying to show us that love was the ‘better’ response to oppression.
cultivating a divorce from meritocracy.
Read Matthew 20:1-16 — (NIV)
Peter wants to know what’s in it for him. What’s the prize? Where’s the pot of gold waiting? Peter is trying to put a price on what it looks like to follow Jesus. Fair enough, the disciples literally left everything. They had no status, no money, no social life, for all intense purposes they gave it all up. They were status less, faceless and in societies eyes because they had nothing were worthless. (there is something to be said about how we come to Christ; we might need to let go of all the things that give us worth to find it) At the root of Peter’s question is I need something to give me worth. I need something that will give me status. Peter wants to make his life meaningful. he wants to know what he’s going to get out of it. Its about him.
Some churches are built on a meritocratic structure. Some conservative/neo-conservative theology is built around the idea that if we do something, we earn more. Or to be a follower of Jesus means the more we change ourselves the more acceptable we become. The more we morph into the cookie-cutter Jesus follower, the more acceptable to God we are. Jesus counters this very theology head-on, he essentially says all the laborers are the same. Also, notice they are day-laborers (they receive a ‘day-wage’); they need the work. They need the wage to sustain themselves, families and assets. These things give them status. In that culture, what you had gave you a name, remember the ‘rich man’, he had a lot that’s why he was called the rich man. The more you had the more important you were, Peter wants that more. He wants status. Much like we all do at one time or another.
This story isn’t anti-materialistic, it is anti-hierarchy. Having things isn’t the issue, how we have those things might be.
There aren’t some christians better than others. Christ-followers aren’t better than Mohammed-followers. Christ-followers aren’t better than Joseph-smith followers. There isn’t the hierarchy like there is in Rome, which was the known world. (I also think this has a lot to say to ‘top-down’ model churches)
The kingdom of God (according to some Rabbinic Scholars) is the same word for heaven. Now, as I shared in a previous post, heaven in the Hebrew is interchangeable with the Kingdom of God. In some Bible versions the word is Kingdom of Heaven instead. When you look up the word for heaven one of the words featured within the word is the word for universe/sky. So, maybe a better rendering for the Kingdom of God would be a ‘universal ethic’, or ‘universal way of life’, or maybe even ‘universal potential’. So when Jesus starts talking about a vineyard this is what he is referring to, he is saying this universal ethnic is much like a vineyard.
In the Hebrew, the word for vineyard is kereme. Its the simple word for plant. So, what we know is that these laborers came not only to tend but also to plant. To cultivate. To invest themselves in what they are doing. To bring new life into existence. To be responsible for life. To cultivate life into barren places. This is what this universal ethic looks like. It’s universal because everyone can share in this work. Notice that none of the laborers are named, now why in a society where your name has currency are there characters without names? I think this goes back to English class. I remember my teacher informing me that whenever an author left a character unnamed, it was because they wanted the reader to assume its them. We/whoever is reading it is the worker. Whoever is reading it.
Jesus is also responding to the social convention/expectation that we get what we deserve. That if we work hard enough, we will get the ‘just’ pay spoken of in the story. Jesus is violently divorcing the status quo from its ‘rightful’ place. Jesus is re-defining justice. We tend to define it in terms of karma or some law that dictates if we work hard than we get more. We are defining what we deserve by how much we put ourselves into something rather than putting ourselves into something regardless of the merit. Sometimes we do this just to be noticed. Just to be recognized. Our intentions stem from a need to be loved,accepted and validated. Jesus essentially swoops in with this story and respond to Peter by saying all are valid. All are acceptable.
There is also the general case for justice. We tend to define justice within a construct of social morality. What is acceptable on the whole or what is written in the ‘law-book’. Jesus essentially redraws the boundaries and invites Peter and all of us to see that true justice isn’t justice. that justice lies in the gaps. where justice hides is the space between where justice and injustice resides. He is saying that justice doesn’t make sense, well, at least the kingdom kind of justice doesn’t follow the Roman equation. This new kind of justice is egalitarian. It defies logic. Jesus is challenging Peter to rethink they way he sees justice. the way he sees merit. the way he see labor.
Also, the word for laborers in hebrew is amel – it has the meaning of someone ‘who toils’ but also mischief and wicked are two ideas that are carried with it as well. I stumbled upon a website that explains this concept well — “”the dissatisfaction that comes in life because we work, toil, and labor, and never find real contentment.” The same Hebrew word is used by Moses in Psalm 90:10, “The years of our life are seventy, or even by reason of strength eighty; yet their span is but toil and trouble (Heb: amel).” These laborers are in a state of hopelessness. They think they have no purpose in life. It seems Jesus is using Jewish sarcasm here in response to Peter’s question. He tells a story where in the story Peter is one of the laborers. Peter needs something to give him hope because he seems despondant without something to give him hope. Its the consumer idea behind the idea that we need things to validate or make us feel hopeful or purposeful. Yet Jesus talks of day-laborers who are also in the ‘now’. the right now. he is encouraging peter (IMHO) to live for the now. to be fully in the naked now. to rest in the fact that he has now is more than he will ever need.
a lesson i myself along with our culture need to learn.
* a link to check out: http://www.jackshea.org/articles-21stSundayOT.htm





















