poem: same word…

it peers at me from below
whispering to me words i
don’t want to know

in the gap between the silence and
the word
i am the anxiety sweating through your
pores
like the raven: no more, no more, no more
i taste the lethargic in your tone
and cant to run away from the gold
hiding in your bones
you are the system that tries to hide
the home that no one seem to deny
and there is more to you and me
then meets the eye

if only i could kiss that which i cannot see
would i be more me

more me?

erase all the words that hide me true
and walk into the darkness of a forest
beyond the truth
may i be ruthless in my disdain
and allow breathing room for grace
to rain
and let the water fall on me into
the drain

i will get up the courage one day
and all will be well
once i rescue myself from
to believe in that which
believes for me

release, redemption & betrayal
they all seem the same word

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we need new coins.

Contando Dinheiro

‘divinity is in the differences’ — quote from an analysis on ‘Alice in Wonderland’

we learn at a very young age to make distinctions. we learn that to touch the stove is not the best thing for ur hands. we learn that disneyland is a fun place to go. we learn that if one of our parents raise their voice that either they are excited or angry at us. we learn that the is full of all kinds of different colors. we learn that people aren’t all the same. we learn that our dad isn’t the unbreakable superhero we once thought he was. things get categorized into their prospective boxes. most of the time, because, those same boxes we are taught to fit things into, were also the same boxes either our parents or society around us have been taught to put them there.

we fit, we pry, we squeeze and mold until we get all the things ‘where they should be’.

we have also been taught to do with contradiction. even though we may have heard of the old adage that ‘there are two sides to every coin’, we rant and rave until we get a coin that fits our worldview.  so when we’re young and we get praised by our parents and then get scolded our chided for our bad behaviour we do our darndest to try and do things that make them happy. because when we make them happy, we get to hold the side of the coin that makes us feel better about ourselves. the same in our workplace, we don’t welcome the dichotomy of praise and punishment. (don’t get me wrong, i am not advocating an attitude of masochism).

the authors of the try their hardest to deal with the paradoxes of who God is and how one might interact with their Creator. but instead of trying to make boxes and manicure their life situations to look like everything neatly fits ‘where it should’, they embraced the contradictions. you see this a lot with the authors in the Psalms. At the beginning of some of their poems they are questioning whether God even exists, then by the end of their catharsis, they praise God. you also see this in the book of Lamentations and Job.

Stories, or metapors that demonstrate that life isn’t meant to be fit in boxes. that we are meant to ‘let it all hang out’. all the blemishes, all the bruises, all the confusion, all the questions, all the blood and bring it to God. and inhale and exhale in the process.

rather than creating a chasm of even more confusion by trying to fully understand the contradictions in our lives, maybe we can embrace them. rather than see contradictions as enemies, seem them as the black that give a picture its significance. or the staccatos and crescendos in an orchestra piece. or the pauses in a poetic . the ancient followers of God believed that God was found in the chasm between hope and despair. between and hate. between and . between and light. God was in the middle of it all, .

The more we try to separate and logically make sense of the contradictions in our lives is the moment we unintentionally cast God out. It’s also the moment we deny what it means to be human. once we learn to embrace the things we once rejected, not only is there healing that happens, the chasm that once divided is now the bridge that unites.

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genderless christianity: why women should be treated as equal

racism sexism speciesism

Many Kabbalists conceive of God as embodying both male and energies, which were divided during creation as part of the process of emanation. They speak of the shekhinah, which in traditional Judaism means the divine presence earth, as the feminine aspect or mystical bride of God.

The word used to denominate God in Genesis is Elohim. word is a plural formed from the feminine singular ALH (Eloh) by adding IM to it.

The ancient desert wanderers who encountered God on their 40-year outdoor camping trip experience God not only as a Him, but also as a her. The Jews nicknamed the glory of God ‘Shekinah’, it connoted the presence of God. Shekinah in the Hebrew tense is female. The personification of God’s fame (hebrew idea of glory modernized means ‘fame’) is female rather than male. I think this is an important distinction that can be too easily glossed over. God isn’t simply male or female. God embodies both. God created both.

It seems that there is still a silent expectation in many churches that males are to be leaders. males are to lead the way. males are the ‘head of the household’. the latter model tends to be the predominant archetype for a good christian husband. the guy who is the ‘bread-winner’, who is in charge and has it all together. this kind of approach doesn’t take into account the holistic nature of god. it only endorses an imbalanced worldview on god. and so then it puts us in a position where we support a one-sided paradigm, which hurts men and women. I would even go so far as to say if we willingly choose to see the male as a dominant one that we denigrate the full character of God. That if we choose to mistreat, abuse or control women in the name of misunderstood decontextualized verses, that we have become followers of a decontextualized collection of cultural documents that have somehow landed in the unintentionally uneducated hands of people who are trying to work out their theories of control on others.

 I know that sounds harsh, and I realize I may be coming from a place where I have seen men use scripture to beat women and cheapen their value as a integrated part of humanity, but this doesn’t devalue the reality that all women have something to add to society, to culture, to our understanding of scripture, ethics, psychology and etc. What this means for men, is that we have a responsibility to not only intentionally step down and allow equal space and footing for women to develop themselves but to also seek out opportunities to rebuild the DNA of our society and churches towards a equilibrium that would rival and redeem the years lost. Without women we could not understand the feminine heart of God. We would not be able to understand the heart. The emotion. The passionate mother heart of God. We would have an incredibl anemic view of God which would give us a lopsided view of divinity.

Paul at one point in his letter says something to this effect: “…there is neither Jew nor Greek…male nor female….” — Paul was being counter cultural to the script of his own day. He was promoting a genderless society. one that saw humanity as one, not segregated by gender. not him or her, but people who demonstrated the vast creativity of God in their gender. Maybe this is what we need, is to be counter-cultural to our own society, to our churches, and to our maladjusted misinterpretations of scripture. God is beyond them as well as beyond our genders. We need something better.

We should intentionally step aside and allow and even advocate for women to be treated as equals, not as a helper. Not as one who needs permission from a male figure to do any such thing. In fact, as men, we simply treat women as equals. In a society that is still quite male-centered, if we choose equality over habitualized culture, we might just turn the tide. It is possible. We can do it, but we have to start .

Also check out my wife’s blog (she is a Gender Rights Advocate) who has some great thoughts on the subject:

                                                                           http://womanami.blogspot.com

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living out of our divine spark: making dreams come true

a youtube offering on how all humanity living image embedded within.

The Divine Spark

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using the bible to judge others is the same as terrorism?

 

Check that here: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/george-elerick/using-the-bible-as-a-poli_b_524820.html

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what is grace?

‘chen’ is the word for grace, it means favor. within the construct atonement theology (saying that need jesus to die for our sins) grace is something can’t do without. the word itself connotes a gift given freely, not something that’s pryed out the . if jesus had to die and god had to ‘force his hand’ that grace from god isn’t given freely.

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Where did this God come from?

Explode of rainbow wold.(This is my wold)

Embedded within stories of our existence are fairytales, myth and truth all weaved into creative narrative. Some of myths are true, some of truth is myth…but one thing is for sure writers were to make a point. One of many sub-plots to humanities narrative development is human spirit and its ability to endure and rise above its localaized (and globalized) problems. You see clearly demonstrated in words, poems, cosmology and theology of ancient Jewish people known as Israelites. Using Bible as primary frame of reference, what we get is a collection of stories written by oppressed people. oppressed people who encounter a God who is on their side. Who is on the side of the oppressed, which is very different to the many other gods who existed during this time in history.

Now, this God wasn’t the only god who existed, in fact in the ancient Middle East there were a pantheon of gods. One god in particular that the Jewish people related themselves to was the god Yahweh. Yahweh was a god of war. A jealous god who would flex his might to prove his point. His full name is Yahweh Sabaoth, which means “He musters armies”. This god was all about war. I think it is also important to understand that in this ancient culture, saying someone’s name was a no-no. There was this that when you did, it would have that person/ lose a portion of their influence or power. For all intense purposes, some of the Israelites were Yahwists like the father of Moses. |They followed a god who was a god bent towards violence and jealousy. This doesn’t mean that the God behind the god was this way, it means that the Jews thought of God in this . They projected their worldview of god into their everyday lives. That is why you see the whole of  the filled with blood-bath after blood-bath, the Israelites were trying to understand God, and it looks like the whole of the showing them getting it wrong. I think its also good to remember, that they wrote or compiled their oral story after the event took place, they didn’t have scribed writing while the event took place, especially when in some events the scribes would be the one’s who would end up dying. And so a lot of their theology, as I am sure ours is as well, was created to explain how their understanding of God worked. And through this concepts came things like sin, grace, , sacrificial system, cosmology and etc. (Brian Mclaren touches on some of this in his new book, ‘A New Kind of Christianity’). But, I think it is imperative that we come to a place in our meta-theology that realizes that inherited theology such as ours (their stories added to our stories) is already flawed. There is only imperfect theology with direct and indirect assumptions about the way we discover God, and who it is. But maybe what we can learn is that we don’t have to frame our understanding of God on circumstantial evidence. That is both beyond and within it and yet transcends all linguistic understanding and analysis. And the best we can come to is just to simply be in awe of such a .

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morality: on the inside.

Moral Compass

Reach for your goal. Reach for the stars. Chase your dreams. Since our childhood, most of us have been inundated with philosophy that everything we want to achieve is outside rather than in. That life is about finding ways to get what we want. It is consumerism dressed up in the fads achieving our personal potential. If you grew up in the Church for example, you get taught that ‘God’s mysterious will’ is nowhere near. That his will is somewhere out there. That our lives are about guessing at where his will is and what its supposed to look like. But even outside the confines of claustrophobic Christianity there is life message that whatever we’re searching is completely and utterly separate from us. I think we have also come to do the same with morality.

We’ve gotten it in our heads that morality is a plumbline we grapple for or wrestle others over.  But what if morality is deeper than something that’s out there? What if morality has been ingrained within us? Maybe somewhere deep down embedded in the acids of our DNA is the coding for morality. Somehow people know at a very young age that stealing is wrong. Most people try to explain it away as parental nurture, but there is more to it than that. Or that we go to any country in the world and somewhere somehow we all know that killing is destructive behaviour.

For some, morality is something that is either taught, learned or gained through familial contact or social interaction. Yet there are people who didn’t have good parents or no parents at all and grew up without much social interaction or exposure to accessible information and yet can interact with a culture and still know the basic ‘rules’ fo morality. For others, morality seems to be something we have to achieve to or earn. That the more we do the more moral we become. If that’s true, than morality has always been a commodity we can purchase. Then morality sits in our hotel vending machines waiting for us to choose it.

But, morality isn’t a rule. It isn’t a plumbline. It isn’t a tool to determine who is in and who is out. It is something that part of each person. We don’t earn morality. It earns us. The more in touch with our humanity we become the more moral we become. Morality is a gene. But not a gene that we can see or study. Its a gene that progressively evolves over time, but unlike any other gene it is effected and altered by the decisions we make and don’t make. It is transformed by compassion and deformed by the lack of it.

Morality isn’t a characteristic that was somehow born out of the ancient Christian scriptures. It wasn’t birthed out of the introduction of evolution. It isn’t a course you can take at a university. There’s no degree you can get in morality. Morality is in us. We are all moral. Its we choose to use that knowledge that will determine we nurture the growth of that morality within us. So, the origins of morality lie in each human being but are grown through the intentional everyday process of making choices.

If morality is subjective than is there a plumbline is the first apparent question? If there is a plumbline it is found in a multi-systemic worldview. Morals are encouraged by living in a moral society or community. They are also spurred on by what we choose to expose our minds to. Moral subjectivity is not the enemy to the progress of any society, the enemy is when homogenous morality is used as way to marginalize people into our neat little boxes. Moral subjectivity leads a society to embrace diversity by seeing that their worldview isn’t the only right one. Moral homogeneity says needs to see everything the same.

Now the problem comes when someone thinks that their moral worldview is much more valuable than the person standing next them. The moment that moral subjectivity becomes moral superiority is when things like the Holocaust or the Crusades leave open scars on our history. Events like this instill just enough fear in people that to even hear words like ‘moral subjectivity’ force them to cringe at the next global episode likely to occur because of such terminology.  Most tend to blame the development of such atrocious acts on the lack of parenting skills or chock it up to bad highschool experiences. For the most part people tend to blame events outside of the perpetrators life to help explain why they are the way are. But maybe its deeper than attempting to victimize those that have made historically destructive decisions.

Decisions belong to those who make them. The after-effects of someone’s decision are the life-long souvenirs they will carry with them. And those souvenirs are indicative of the origins of where they learned to make moral choices. If the origins of moral subjectivity lie in the heart of a person than no longer can people blame outside unseen forces. If moral subjectivity is true than one can only blame themselves. This is incredibly empowering discovery because than it means that everyone is responsible to developm morality in light of their journey. This doesn’t mean that there aren’t objective morals to follow, it means that our development can remain subjective all the searching for the objective. That we don’t have to push, pull and prod our way through the library to find the one book that teaches us how to be all things moral. This reality leaves us with a responsibility not only to choose progress but to help one another on our journey, and by doing so we help usher in a new morality that is much needed in light of our current cultural shift.

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all haven’t sinned. being exclusivist is the ultimate stop sign.

Egypt faces, without words

Rom 3:23 For all have sinned; all fall short God’s glorious standard (or fall short of the glory of God).

most people render this verse to be a universal proclamation of the depravity and falleness of man. that are all going to ‘hell in a handbasket’. but is that what is said?

i think its important to remember that the majority of the time when paul uses a ‘you’ in his letters he isn’t directing the ‘you’ to those his audience, he is directing it to the readers/hearers. or even what some might call universal proclamations tend to not include the universe within which most traditional theology sets the stage for universal depravity. take for example the first few words — ‘for all’ — which the word in greek for this phrase is better rendered ‘for all of those who’. paul is dealing with a specific issue, he is also referring to an older set of scriptures, more specifically to the verse in the OT where God supposedly tells the nation of Israel that not one among you is good (there’s that ‘you’ showing up again; remember God wasn’t talking to the world, he was speaking thr0ugh a prophet to the Israelite followers). Paul is relating this terminology to make a point that this new grace that the Romans are receiving isn’t cheap grace. It comes with an inherited experience. A inherited family that they are not a part of. Then Paul goes on to talk about the idea of . remember the word is singular, not epidemic. and two it is directly related to personal journey that is experienced and sought out throughout our life. so he is tell them that no one in their community is who they should be. (because there were some in the community who thought they were better than others because they thought following  was all about the law — this is why Paul says before and after these verses that everyone has been made right. Paul is dealing with this destructive spirit of exclusivity here. some were saying only those who follow the list of the right things to do are good enough to call themselves followers. Paul nips that whole way of thinking in the bud by cutting out the legs from underneath those who have gotten too big of a head for the group they are a part of.

the next section is this idea of falling short. the word in the greek is hystereo. it means ‘lack’. deeply rooted in the origin of the word is this idea where the in the cause lags behind. so instead of having a cause and , one right after the other, the results don’t come immediately or directly after the cause. it would be like putting some money in a vending machine and making your selection and then coming back the next day to get your selection. or using paints to paint a picture, but the picture itself doesn’t show up until hours later. it is this idea that people haven’t caught up with they are meant to be. that we are learning what it means to follow christ. everyone. not just a few. and that no one can pull rank. in fact, the word also connotes a sort of partnership. so paul is actually chastising those who are trying to be exclusive by challenging them to see that by being exclusive they are partnering with their lack, they are partnering with the ‘who’ they are not meant to be. and by doing so, they don’t make god famous (which is the idea behind the word for glory). that we don’t draw people to jesus when we think we are better than others. and a good reminder is to see that we all jesus. Paul goes into the atonement theology on the verses between these two. but the point is clear, exclusivism stops us from being who we are meant to be.

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an atheist speaks out: how christians and atheists can work together

Turtles All the Way Down

a good friend mine who is an atheist shares his thoughts bacon, god, and how christians and atheists could  together. here is his article.

                                                                                                                                                                                                          by James Millar.

 
I USED to be a vegetarian – but bacon frying in the pan smells so good doesn’t it?  It was a life choice based on the basic principle that I did not want consume a sentient being. A personal choice – a personal view. However, I was always surprised by the confrontational response I would generally receive when I revealed this detail of my life. It was a constant irritation to me, that others seemed to feel compelled to confront my belief system head-on. With a sigh, I would brace myself, yet again, for a bombardment of hackneyed counter-arguments. Not that they ever managed to shake my personal conviction that my choice was the right one for me.
My vegetarianism has now lapsed, but I still try and eat food which has been ethically sourced and have a great sympathy with the compelling arguments put forward for vegetarianism – maybe in the I’ll be a veggie again, sausages taste so good though.
The reason I bring this up is like vegetarianism, atheism, seems to evoke a similar response. I have for many years held the belief that there was no god, no higher being guiding life, no holy spirit, that we are just animals, like any other inhabiting the world. A result of evolution – no less no more.
My name is James and I am an atheist.
There I’ve said it….I’m out the closet, because ever since I’ve held this viewpoint I have tended to keep it to myself. Perhaps it’s because I find the sight of atheist heavyweight Richard Dawkins, attempting to intellectually bludgeon the religious community slightly unsettling. I’m not driven by to impose my viewpoint on others, frankly I don’t care enough. But then I expect my beliefs to be respected and I don’t want to be hammered by religious dogma either.
I understand the hostility to my world view.

 Atheism calls into question one of the core beliefs of those with a religions conviction. The atheist doesn’t get ‘faith’ I’m afraid, he is needs convincing with scientific fact. Basically, if the argument is conceded that there is no intelligent design, no heaven and hell, no higher being guiding us through life then the house of cards collapses. If I had spent my life believing in God I might react in a similar fashion. 

Never the twain shall meet then?

I think not, there is common ground. There is a dialogue to be opened up here. I there will ever be any concession on the diametrically opposing views of the existence or not of God. But I think Christians and Atheists do have a lot in common. Both have spent time pondering the big questions in life – where do we come from, why are we here, what happens when we die. More importantly though I think, both believe in promoting and nourishing the inherent goodness of the human race. Put simply; we believe that people should be good to each other.  I feel this, as a belief is far more important than a debate on the existence of a higher being. I would equally lack interest in a debate on whether fairies live at the bottom of the garden, I don’t mean to be offensive, that’s how I feel about it.
The only way in my view that the two can progress, is to leave that debate at the doorstep, and talk about humanist philosophy. I want to be decent, kind and honest to my fellow humans, not so I’m in God’s good graces, but because it feels good and I know on a fundamental level it is the right thing to do. But whatever the drive; those who care about helping others should come together, talk, take action and try and make this a world we are not ashamed to hand over to our children. Bacon’s burning, got to go!

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