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Under the Rainbow - Optimism

Noah means rest.comfort.long-lived (think: legacy). so what if the ‘Ark’ (which in Hebrew: means boat or ‘word’ – as in language) — along with the ‘two of every kind’ is a metaphor for humanity (as in, left/right, gay/straight, man/woman, black/white, good/evil and etc.) coming together allowing divisions to collapse for a greater society. Numbers always mean something in Judaism, the fact that 8 humans were on the Ark means the following: “It is 7 plus 1. Hence it is the number specially associated with Resurrection and Regeneration, and the beginning of a new era or order.

When the whole earth was covered with the flood, it was Noah “the eighth person” (2 Peter 2:5) who stepped out on to a new earth to commence a new order of things. “Eight souls” (1 Peter 3:20) passed through it with him to the new or regenerated world.”

Then this new order would be an event where society (as we currently know it) collapses itself and out of this collapse, both resurrection and a new era will emerge…

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when ‘x’ does (not) ma ‘r’ k the sp(o)t

let’s think of the word grace as a gift – in fact, the hebrew notion of grace is that it is uncontingent (it does not/can not be defined by the reliance on something/someone else or their behaviour) it is freely given. Alasdair John Milbank refers to morals as a gift, rather than something to be sacrificed. let us also redefine sin (not as somethin that separates us from god) to mean that which leaves/or is a gap of some sort within ourselves (not because of a separation from god either) – and so when paul says this: “should we keep on sinning so that grace may abound” – he is not referring to the current understanding of the orthodox christian narrative – but something about the gift (see above) – that if we constantly give of ourselves without an exchange then a gap within ourselves occurs (sin – in the pervasive sense; in that we are separated from the greatest aspect of ourselves – god).

now, if grace isnt contingent, then it can only be given from someone without the intention of something else, this is the paradox. because you cant keep giving and giving, this is not grace, this is a form of self-negation into nothingness. that isn’t grace, that is stupidity without boundaries. and i don’t mean stupidity in the sense of a character flaw, but the perpetuation of an idea without thinking about it.

what this then means, is grace cannot be used as a tool for power or hierarchy. one gift is not better then another. and because i gift this to you, does not mean i now own you. this is what happens in those relationships where one of the friends/wives/lovers manipulatively says: “if you me, then you will do X” – this is not grace, this is a control device rather where counselling might be more beneficial. a gift is that which is given out of a person. it is born of nothingness. no intention, no agenda, but only that this uncontingent gift somehow make the receiver a better person (which becomes the sole responsibility of the receiver).

i think because its the nature of a gift, to encapsulate into one narrative (the typical christian one is that everyone NEEDS grace to be acceptable and so on) is to disregard this uncontingent grace. in fact, i would go so far as to say this is no grace at all, but something grotesque and perverse because this interpretation demands the gift. and we know when someone demands something as if it is their’s in the first place that this too is not a gift but a misrecognition and mis direction of appreciation of identity in the other. for grace only can come alive, in the face of the other.

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holy spirit, the middle finger

at times, i think this was ’ response to oppressive systems in place…is this not the role of the holy spirit – to convict of change? to challenge our ontology (essence) to awake us from the slumber of un-thinking??? the holy spirit is ULTIMATE MIDDLE FINGER…

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the plastic bars that justify our prison…

Galatians 2:16 “knowing that a man is not justified by the works of the law but by faith in Christ, even we have believed in Christ , that we might be justified by faith in Christ and not by the works of the law; for by the works of the law no flesh shall be justified.

– works of the law pertains to a ‘’ (a structure, idea, ‘truth’ in place; i.e., law, society, ‘god’ and etc. that promises to give us an identity and ultimately turn us into a subject). the is that which frames our whole understanding of : ethics, , relationships, truth and etc.

- Paul ultimately states that the big other should not define us. but rather christ should. and not simply christ, but christ as a gap/absence/form of christian a/theism. why do i say this? because faith is defined as ‘the hope of something that is unseen’. what is that which is unseen? that is something not present, something that has not arrived, an absence. although it is the promise of the arrival of something, that something has yet to arrive.

and so we hold onto the absence of christ, in hope that christ will emerge (in us). and when we do not await for this moment (whether it arrives or not is not important,the waiting is) we then subjectify ourselves to the big other’s in place. we give into the ‘law’, that which constitutes our identity for us. paul uses the word belief here in connection with faith, which is not the same, and most of the time gets confused as the same. faith is the promise of the unseen/the thing that has yet to arrive.

belief is the acceptance of something verified. however, i define belief as a parasite not as something that we simply accept on face value, but rather, something by which we accept loosely and are ready to leave when something else takes its place. this is not some postmodern take on the denial of any truth, but rather the opening to truth itself and realizing the inherent potential of truth as something alive and breathing. that truth is on the same journey with us. and so to believe is to be continously believing beyond the belief itself. not in some objective sense, but rather being aware that something more lies beyond the current belief. when someone cannot do this, they then imprison themselves under the guise of belief. paul is saying here when we dont await the christ within us, then we give into belief under the guise of belief.

that we end up living a lie. and are not justified (who we are meant to be). we then live a fantasy, and then over time, if we live it long enough, we begin ‘believing’ the very fantasies that are not true of us and begin defending the systems that believe for us but that are in reality thinking/oppressing us. maybe this is what the exodus was all about – leaving the big others that enslave us, divorcing ourselves from thinking that we cannot think for ourselves. this is such an important journey to make….

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spiritual or religious? no, thank you

here’s the ideology hidden within the seemingly hip conversation of ‘ or ’ – which neither can exist apart from the other. they both are under the umbrella of some sort of transcendent experience outside of one’s self. not that these experiences do not occur, these are found in the promise of the mystics. the inherent claim in both is that some exists to impose some sort of belief system or ethical system by which to measure one’s path – therefore, in reality, there is no difference between the or religious person cause they both need that Big Other to exist and to be on the other side of the same coin…

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anxiety equals no love.

Cartesian anxiety refers to the notion that, ever since René Descartes promulgated his highly influential form of body-mind dualism, Western civilization has suffered from a longing for ontological certainty, or feeling that scientific methods, and especially the study of the world as a thing separate from ourselves, should be able to lead us to a firm and unchanging knowledge of ourselves and the world around us. The term is named after Descartes because of his well-known emphasis on “mind” as different from “body”, “self” as different from “other”. (Wikipedia)

this cutting up and slicing into pieces, one another, is nothing but the perversion of cartesian . the world and the other are separate from me. in essence, the world then will always be at a distance. so will the other. in the cartesian model, we are separate from everything, even ourselves. our neighbour then becomes something we cannot because they only can exist ‘at a distance’, and so to truly your neighbour is a form of violence against this way of thinking. it is an attack against this dispersion of reality.

it is fighting against the mediation of anything and discovering that reality itself is and has never been mediated. let’s make sense of this here.

anxiety takes an object and makes that object/thing ‘god’. it puts the item center stage and we worship that object as truth. it, in that moment, splits our reality, self and the other. if you like a girl or a guy, the anxiety creates even a wider gap between you and that person, because it forces you to create things about that person or situation that have yet to happen. but because you might be anxious to meet that person, the anxiety removes the person from the equation all together and consumes your every waking moment with every ‘what if’ possible. and when that consummation haunts you it eats away at reality itself and thereby implicating the person you want to communicate with a ghost. because, you are more concerned about a person you dont know and have created then the person themselves.

this also happens in violent themes such as the ‘gay question’ or sexuality as displayed by those in the right. they simply dont’ care about those in the gay community and are more anxious about defining genitals. and even so, in defining what one can/can not do with their genitals, they, in their minds are somehow doing this in love, but are actually promoting violence because they mediate their relationships through anxious definition. if anxiety continues to lead, then power and control dictate to us how we should react, live, love and etc. thereby sitting in the ‘driver’s seat’ and ultimately do the same as above, create ghosts of the issues we are passionate about. and in the end we end up defending caricatures and not the real thing…

if anxiety is present, love will never be found.

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may we learn…

and i was thirsty….and you gave me something to

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Why I believe in Christianity: An Atheist Perspective

Atheism

As an atheist I am a huge believer in .

The scenes we have recently witnessed on the streets of our major cities has proved to me that there has been a breakdown in the moral fabric of our society and I think It would not be a huge leap draw a direct correlation between outrages of this kind and the decline in church congregations.

Allow me to justify my seemingly non-sensical first statement then. Rewind one hundred years or so and you would find in most communities, the majority attending a church of some sort or other. In these services they would be taught a code of moral ethics expounding laudable principles such as do unto others as thou should do to yourself and though shalt not steal. Sound principles in any society and based in many ways on the logic of group dynamics dictating working together gains you more.

However, where I deviate from my Christian friends is that whilst this sound group moral makes sense for a harmonious society there is the introduction of the god myth. I understand the need for the god myth, put crudely, we all need an incentive to do and be good and if some devine power has deemed it necessary we behave in a certain manner, then one hundred years ago that would have been enough to convince that we ought to, particularly if the majority were of that opinion, however ludicrous it seems today. I understand that for many the chaos and randomness of our life’s need to be put into some sort of higher context.

Christianity needs to be reinvented in a modern world.

Let’s for the sake of this argument say that was not the son of god, that he did not perform miracles and was not resurrected from the dead. Let’s strip all that away. Let’s also say that he was not born from a virgin and he did not turn water into wine and feed the five thousand.

Let’s say he was just a regular guy, from a regular family, 2000 years ago.

Isn’t that interesting? Here I am, an atheist, talking about some bloke, 2000 years ago. What a man, that we are talking about him two thousand years later. But just a man I would say, an amazing man and an inspiration to billions but just that. Would he not have wanted that legacy, rather than to be deified in churches.

Martin Luther king famously said: “you should judge a man not by the colour of his skin, rather the content of his character”.

Rather than the colour of the wine I doubt very much he produced we should look at the content of Jesus’ teaching and what he was saying. Turn the other cheek, be accepting of others not like you, be kind and Turn the other cheek, be accepting of others not like you, be kind and generous, forgive others.

I wonder how much was lost in translation over the past millennia. When he talked about God, was not good interchangeable? A common good, an abstract concept that good in it’s purest form becomes almost an collective entity in it’s own right.

So that is why I can be an atheist and believe in Christianity at the same time. Jesus was an inspiration, who through his teaching showed us how we could live our lives. A regular guy, but a regular guy we are discussing two thousand years after his death. Not many people you could say that about, isn’t that enough?

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the scandal of particularity: why christianity has to make a choice…

060: I wish I could master the art of a sexy blank expression.

Universality (), meaning present in all places and all times

par·tic·u·lar·i·ty/pə(r)ˌtikyəˈlaritē/
1. The quality of being individual.

all you need to do is sit there. don’t get up. don’t change the channel. leave it right there. let each one pass you by. the smiles. the words that drip with treason after each utterance. let the product consume you. why? because the product was made just for you. sure, everyone else might be watching the same commercial (at least that is what THEY want you to think). but nonetheless, the product under the promise of false-status making will change your . it will give you significance.

notice that even in a simple commercial two divergent premises erupt. that of universality (the knowledge that you are aware that everyone else is watching this commercial and might even purchase this item; and the notion or feeling of interpellation (that the commercial was made directly FOR you – particularity).

evil acts have been materializing here in london, more specifically, the riots. in years to come i am sure they will simply be referred to (or dismissed) as the ‘london riots’. as if to implicate all of the blame on the city itself. as if to assume the city itself is a being capable of defending itself against such destructive atrocity. but what if it was?

the irony in the act of terrorism here in london demonstrates both universality and particularity. the desire for the terrorists to perform their act(s) in a communal fashion (the groups were in the hundreds) show us their hope that reality will transform itself through violent revolution. although their heart might have been in the right place (in that they sought change) the mode in which they performed their acts was directly not.

but their desire for universality (for revolution to be true of the whole of london and by implication england, and the world)is thwarted by the blaringly obscure actions of particularity. it started from a paradigm inspired by individual(s) and their circumstance. it was the peculiar events prior to the terrorism that affected such heinous acts.

this leads me to another important point. the promise of the christian message being universal yet hinged on the fact that it relies upon the particular. now, as a hybrid theorist it pains me to separate one because of the other, but this severing is what must happen if is to fulfill the space of universal receptivity.

if it is to be something that is true of humanity then it must strip itself of the promise of particularity. now can something be both here (a la particularity) and then there (a la universality) simultaneously? sure, most would assume ‘time’ is one such example. but this is under the presumption that time is and has always been linear. which the notion of time following a lined path is quite a new concept, the ancient world interpreted as circular. the ancient hebrew culture interpreted time not as some sort of quantity, but rather rather an event by event moment; when no events occurred, time did not materialize.

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the assumption that god somehow chose a particular group in a particular time does not leave much room for the universal. if we employ this notion as the foundation by which we define ourselves, christianity can and never will be universal. it might have the appearance, but it will be an nuanced one. in his message seems to use the word ‘world’ quite a bit. in some churches there is tendency to personalize one of the most over-quoted verses in the bible (jn. 3:16) and by doing so not only decontextualizes the theme, but also decontextualizes humanity. let’s change some of the rhetoric here.

lets use the word christian to mean ‘particular’ and let’s utilize the word humanity for ‘universality’. if christ came for christians then wouldn’t christ use that word over the world (in this case, humanity). but it seems he insists that the message is for the world not an express few. so, in essence, those who claim to be upholding a christian message inspired by the notion of particularity are upholding something other than the christ-message of universality. if christ is for humanity, and christians are for christians, then there can never be a change toward a more universalized message to which it seems christianity sprung up from.

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the vio.l.enc.e of good deed(s)

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“If you think a weakness can be turned into a strength, I hate to tell you this, but that’s another weakness” – Jack Handy, Saturday Night Live

if you do this ONE act you will then be perceived as a saint. if you care for the poor then society will be better, if you feed a man a meal he will be fed for a day, but if you teach him a skill, he will be fed for a lifetime. i think there is something deeply wrong with good deeds and the perverse assumptions that follow after the wake of philanthropy.

but lets start somewhere before an act takes place. let’s start with the idea itself: good deeds.

the good in good deeds assumes also that bad deeds can exist, not just that, to have good deeds there must be bad deeds. but what is good? who gets to define for us ‘what is good?’
is it something benevolent? does it speak of the state of the person or the event occurring? for good to be true of itself something bad must have had to occur prior to the eruption of good. good isn’t something that just happens. it relies upon something former. a catastrophe. essentially, the good disrupts THAT catastrophe. by being what though? by being the opposite of bad? i think that premise does not account for the violence of good acts.

in fact it stereotypes the world into dualistic categories that promotes the shelves and compartments by which we interpret reality and relationships. it is not that good acts are bad in and of themselves but the way in which we interpret them and they in turn interpret us will determine the direction of our society.

this is not some childish overstated case, once we figure out good deeds maybe we can actually participate in the better world that the intention of good deeds might have initially wished for. but if the world is categorically cut into pieces (you are a girl, you live over there, she is a farmer, god is up there, satan is down there, brothers, sisters, black, white and etc.) then all we do is continue the distance in the name of philanthropy. we do nothing more than attempt to embrace the other all the while pushing them further into their self-fulfilled prophecies.

we are all familiar with the story of the pastor who takes some of his congregation on a mission trip out the african bush to do some philanthropic work with some tribes. by the time they leave they have built an outhouse for the tribe to use. when the team returns the following year they are stunned to find that there beloved outhouse has been turned into a storage facility. although, this story represents good intentions, what is good about it? it has taught a tribe to generalize that westerners will do whatever the hell they want just as long as it gives them a chemical high and some pictures to show their local congregation. it also demonstrates that as westerners we think happiness comes in the form of commodities, in the perverse form of having things. it also paints a violent picture that what is useful to me must be useful to you. it obscenely universalises hegemony but hides these acts within a title that seems to convey itself as spirit of well-being.

and then acts, what of acts? what are they?

an action is a form of movement or response. it is the exploitation of time in a moment of nothingness. it is the undertaking of a performance based response. it is the demand that something must be done. something must be ACTed upon.

in the move clip above steve martin’s character attempts to inspire michael caine’s character into a form of what most would deem as a bad act, which in this case, is the exploitatiion of the opposite sex. his act emerges out of a defense that women’s money should be taken. his argument, albeit flimsy is enough to encourage michael caine’s character into a career as a con artist. but do you see what happens.

the act itself has to be inspired by something, it can’t emerge on its own, so the whole claim that someone has pure motives cannot be true. and this is not a bad thing, for purpose can be used for great aims. but we must be willing to push the boundaries further on the violence of good deeds if we are to take seriously the horizon of philanthropy.

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good deeds do not equal contextual awareness
this is the same for good acts, for a bad event must occur before the perceived good act to arrive on the scene. sometimes good deeds provides this idealistic notion that once the act is performed all will be well, this also happens with the christian ideology behind prayer, that somehow once the prayer (‘a good deed’?) is enacted then only goodness can emerge, and we all know this just isn’t true.

the predominant narrative behind good acts throughout history also has a thread running through it, it is the thread of the bourgeois. although some of us might not think of ourselves in this way, i am using this term in the purist marxist sense possible. more specifically, in terms of trying to globalize everything in our path, trying to make everything so overtly accessible and similar that in the end no distinction is even alive.
no, this might not be the intention of globalization, but it sure is the aftermath. it relies upon some context where globalization must emerge from. and good deeds rely upon the same.

the good act exploits a need and attempt to convince the receiver it must have this object (sound familiar? watch a commercial) and after receiving it their need will be met. i think one response is also sustainability, which i think something like micro-financing promises, which is a step in the right direction because the receiver has to work for the object of desire and then create enough revenue to assist another. for me this is a sacred notion. good is however is not, it is a violent notion fueled by the ultimate question: how does this act help me?

again, i am not speaking of intentions here, as they old overused maxim says: actions speak louder than words. as good and noble as intentions might be (a la christian mission trips, international development agencies that thrive on the philanthropic model and etc.) they do not account for the context, in fact, they eradicate the context and the people in it. it is not that they simple sustain the status of the ‘other’, they imply that the ‘other’ is so much the ‘other’ that their opinions do not matter, nor does their voice, history, culture and context. for they are nothing more than a fiction that must be disregarded…

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